"Shut It Down" -Drake

These girls ain't got nothing on you. Say baby, I had to mention that if you were a star you'f be the one I'm searching for. Other girls they, they got attention, but I just always feel like they're in need of something you got. It's obvious you're pretty. Heard that you're a student working weekends in the city. Trying to take you out girl. Hope you're not to busy and if there's nothing wrong, got this little song for you to get ready to. Put those fucking heels and work it it girl. Let that mirror show you what you're doing. Put that fucking dress on and work it kind of vicious like somebody's taking pictures. Shut it down, down, down. You would shut it down, down, down. You be the baddest girl around, round, round. And they notice. They notice you should shut it. These girls ain't got nothing on you. They ain't got nothing on you. They ain't got nothing on you. Give love. Give love. Girl you the greatest. And if he say you ain't, girl he's out his mind. And you the finest. And if he say you ain't, that boy's lost his mind. Hey lady. Every time you come around shut it down like computers. Hey lady. Step into my heart and let me put you in them Louboutins. What you want. What you need. I can be your everything. Them other ______ just want to hit it but if they had it they wouldn't know what to do with it and together we shut it down, down, down. You would shut it down, down, down. You be the baddest girl around, round round. And they notice. They notice you would shut it down, down, down. You know you shut it down, down, down. And every time you come around, round, round, they notice. They notice you would shut it. TMZ. Concrete Loop. You shut that shut that down, down. Ice cream conversations, they all want the scoop. You shut that shut that you shut it down, down. Shooting stars all around her. Fire. Comets. I could bring her through and shut them down; Onyx. No you're not imagining. They looking at you long stares. Even though she's standing out she looks like she belongs here. You feel the hours pass, until you find something. I feel like when she moves, the time doesn't. Baby you finer than your fine cousin. And your cousin's fine, but she ain't got my heart beating double time. You just shut it down girl. Who told the cops where the party was? Why do I feel like I've found the one? What's in these shots that you ordered us damn. I mean you sure know how to paint a town. Ever since you came around it's obvious you shut that thing down, down, down. You would shut it down, down, down. You be the baddest girl around, round, round. And they notice. They notice. You looking good girl. Go go go get them girl. Go go go hit them girl. Go go go. Go go go. You looking good girl. Go go go get them girl. Go go go hit them girl. Go go go. Go go go. You shut it down. You shut it down. The way I'm feeling. Things I say. All just happen when you pass my way. What can I do to make you stay? I know it's getting late but girl I don't want you to leave. You tell me you're just not the type. You want to do this right. And I'm not trying to say I don't believe you. But I refuse to feel ashamed, and if you feel the same, does waiting really make us better people? Take those fucking heels off it's worth it girl. Nothing is what I can picture you in. And take that fucking dress off I swear you won't forget me. You'll be happy that you let me lay you down, down, down. Trying to lay you down, down, down. You still the baddest girl around, round, round. And they notice. They notice. Let me lay you down, down, down. Trying to lay you down, down, down. You're still the baddest girl around, round, round. And they notice. They notice you would shut it.

Moving Day

Please don't move. I don't want to cry again.

Summer Comes More Than Once A Year

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One of two

She either breaks my heart, or I break her's.

Life

Life

is

good

Done

I am done with girl #1, girl #2, girl #3, and all other girl #whatevers.

And the winner is.....

Girls.

I want to say that girls are more confusing than guys. They have all of their drama with their social lives and the pressure of looking good and having a bajillion friends, and I feel like I am (for lack of a better term) a girl. I do not have a social life...my social life has me. And by social life, yes, I mean love life.

Girl #1

Outrageously beautiful. Great personality. Funny.

Does not accept my sensitive side. I'm not friends with her friends. Only friends right now. No seed to bloom. Out. Of. My. League.

Girl #2

Nice. Funny. Pretty good personality. Best friends. It could happen

Not exactly the "prettiest girl in the world"...if you know what I mean. Sometimes gets a little annoying and/or mean. Her friends don't like me.

Girl #3

Average beauty. Smart. Funny. Good friends. Friends with her friends. We both kinda like each other.

Complicated. Confusing. Has gone out with other guys while I chased her. I was desperate in the past (not anymore).

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Which girl is the one?

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Girl #2 is in the lead with Girl #1 and Girl #3 tied for second

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And to Mitchell who will probably be reading this...I DEFINITELY WIN! I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE SAYING BECAUSE I'M TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY RIGHT!

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What the fuck

What the fuck is going through my mind? I literally have NO IDEA WHO THE FUCK I AM! If anyone wants to help a poor soul get through to anything, please do. I don't know who I am and I want YOU (yes you) to help me.

Please.

Nostalgia

I miss the good old days. The days when I would be texting her about 50 times a day. The days when we would video chat and not say a single word because the blushing speaks loud enough. The days when we would go for long walks and talk about everything from school, to camp, to mistakes we made that we aren't really sure they were mistakes. I want her back, not as a girlfriend, but as a teacher, a listener, and a friend. I want to love her as a best friend. I want to see movies with her and hold hands because we are just that close. I want to be that close. She is an angel in the form of a friend...a BEST friend. I hope she wants to be that close, too. I have been wrong about her feelings before. I hope this time, it is different.

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WHY WON'T I GIVE UP?

I look myself in the mirror

And ask myself

Why am I crying so hard?

I feel like I'm gonna break

From wanting so bad

What I can't have.

She sees my smiles

But not the tears

That are stained on my face

From knowing that I can't

Have her.

I feel like a peasant

Wanting just a smile

From the beautiful Angel

That dropped down from heaven.

I offer her the world

She has the universe.

We're so close

Yet so far away.

She is out of my league

We both know it

But she tries to be nice

"You have a chance"

'Get real'

I tell myself

'She will NEVER go out with you'

I always end up

With the same damn question;

WHY WON'T I GIVE UP?

New Years

Today was New Years. I did not get a kiss.