School starts tomorrow

-sigh-

ERROR!

Have you ever thought you were so right about something and then turned out to be terribly wrong? Doesn't it make you feel like a dipshit?

Fuck

What the hell am I going to do? She's completely booked for the next two weeks and after that we will barely ever see each other. So now the only thing I can say is...


FUCK!!!!!

That's all I really have to say right now.

Just when I though it couldn't get any worse

Today, I got in a car crash. Not just any car crash, but a car crash where the car flipped over. I got a bump/bruise on my head and then went to the hospital where, out of five people, only two people, including me, were actually hurt bad enough to be patients. Then after a four and a half hour hospital visit where all they told me to do was take Motrin and relax for the next few days. After all that, I obviously texted the girl I like about a million times telling her to reply to my texts and she answers me by saying "A HAVE A LIFE!!! I CANT TALK RITE NOW!!!!!". Yeah. I'm pissed off. Then she asks me a bunch of "Are you alright!?!?!?!?!?" questions and then she says "i gtg tell me wen u can call". I'm about to fucking scream my ass off by now. -sigh- Literally the worst day of my life.

HOOOOOOLYYYYYYY SHIT!

was the first thing I thought when my favorite girl in the whole world said she was going straight to high school and skipping the eight grade. Then, after she told me the...well...good news...kinda, she told me that she has lots of work to do before school starts...that means no more hanging out...no more holding hands...no more her...until school where I'll see her after school sometimes and rarely in the middle division. Now she told me this while I was at my dad's work. On my way to my dad's work, I see a big flock of birds all flying in one direction. And about three feet away from all those birds was one little bird...trying as hard as he could to catch up and not get left behind. Now this was before the big news, but now I feel like that one bird...trying as hard as I can to not get left behind...to not be forgotten...you don't need a fortune teller to tell me that she's going to make a bunch of new friends as a freshman...and sooner or later...probably sooner...I will get left behind...only to be remembered as...or not to be remembered. Well, it was great while it lasted. I hope she makes tons of new friends in ninth grade. I'm going to miss her...more than she knows. So, I guess this is it. Wish me luck...if anyone's still reading this. Um.....yeah......bye.




Why do I still love her?

Not bf. Not bff. But bffffffffffff

(In this post, I will not write all of my words correctly...starting...........NOW!)

sup ppl. rite now i am not only extremely happy but also pissed off! AND ITS ABOUT THE SAME THING!!!!!!! alow me 2 explain. you guys (thanx to my friend i can now talk 2 more than 1 person) no bout that girl that i liked and then got rejected and stil liked her. well we decided 2 b bfffffffffs. thats the closest thing 2 goin out but not. but im pissed off cuz i cant go out with her and wen i ask her y she gives me a great reason and it pisses me off and i dont want 2 admit that shes rite but i have 2 cuz she is (if she hasnt gotten the clue yet, THE FENCE!!!!!). i want 2 b her bf but i cant cuz we'll brake up and we REALLY REALLY REALLY dont want 2 looz eech other. damn that wood suk SO MUCH if i was rong and she wants 2 looz me and we rnt the closest thing 2 goin out but not. well...wish me luk.

ttyl homies!!!
btw chek out my best friends site mylifeintheformof.blogspot.com
She's an amazing writer so I know that you all will love that blog as much as I do. ILYSMAAF! (inside joke) so GO READ HER BLOG!!!! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR!!!! GO READ A GOOD BLOG!!!! BUT REMEMBER TO COME BACK TO MY BLOG WHEN YOU'RE DONE!!!!

k bye

Rejection

Today, I got rejected by the one girl I really like. This is how I dissect rejection; 75% of guys would move on with their lives and chase after different girls. 20% of guys would get depressed and stop having any type of friendship with that girl. And 5% of guys would keep trying to make this one girl like you and prove that you are more stubborn than her. I am one of these guys. I am one of the few guys that will not get mad at this one girl I've been chasing and would not just keep trying, but trying harder than ever. I understand her reasons for crushing my heart, but I would still do anything for her to be mine. Rejection to me is just a 'sorry, your call cannot be completed as dialed. Please hang up and try again later' type of thing. Rejection is pretty necessary if you think about it. So to you, my lonely reader, get rejected, learn it, love it, and don't stop chasing the one on your mind.

Her

Great news guys (and by 'guys' I mean that one person reading this)! SHE READ MY BLOG!!! I'm pretty happy right now. For those who don't know this (pretty much 99.9% of the world), there's this girl who I really like (and no, she doesn't like me back. I know...poor Jason/David) and she knows it. (P.S. Since no one in my family really knows this, I will keep her anonymous, but she knows who she is.) The next time I see her I'm going to ask her out. Yes I know I'll get rejected, but that's the point. I want her to know that I want to be officially rejected. I want to be able to say "Yes, I did get rejected, but that doesn't change the way I feel about her." (damn that would suck if my family read this by the way) She knows how I feel. I'd tell you all, but no words can describe it. So yes, I did just tell the whole internet that I have a huge crush on this girl. And yes, this entry was about her. And yes, the entry was for her. And now, all I can think about is her. Her.

It's David, not Jason.

You (that one lonely reader who I thank for actually reading my blog) may want to know why I say my name is Jason and quickly correct myself and call myself David. Why have an alias if you're just going to say your real name right after? Or is my real name Jason and my alias is David? I think only one person (I don't even know if she is reading this...I hope so) who knows the truth is very confused right now...and so are you. I can tell. So let's have a deal; today's date is the 11th of August. By the 18th of January I will reveal my true identity and explain all this chaotic nonsense. If you want to know the truth, keep reading.

And to that one person I pray is reading this, she will know who I am...because the dinner getting is hot.

So, my hooked reader, I hope we will meet again soon. Goodbye.